tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post1987108811777865126..comments2024-03-09T02:28:20.380-08:00Comments on Beatnheart: THE BIGGEST BLIZZARD IN THE LAST 20 YEARS...part threeBeatnhearthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14825208509765183528noreply@blogger.comBlogger14125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-73239340327344495712010-04-02T21:42:11.410-07:002010-04-02T21:42:11.410-07:00I am just realizing now how screwed up my parents ...I am just realizing now how screwed up my parents are. When one lives in chaos and negativity it becomes the norm. I found out the hard way, but at least I found out. http://iamscatology.blogspot.com/2009/10/on-major-depression.html<br />Beautiful jewelry. I have an obsession with gypsies.TheLastMistake 0R universemptyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16521222808945935554noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-57673000406700617662010-04-01T14:36:17.449-07:002010-04-01T14:36:17.449-07:00Thanks for sharing, I had a messed up childhood wh...Thanks for sharing, I had a messed up childhood when my Mom left my Dad at 16.<br />Sending you and your loved ones a Happy Easter.<br />YvonneLa Petite Galleryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09553902574516930172noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-71340404315930687762010-03-29T19:51:00.665-07:002010-03-29T19:51:00.665-07:00As the story unfolds, a clearer picture becomes ev...As the story unfolds, a clearer picture becomes evident. Sounds like a very sad home life and that you were right in being your own person and making your own life for yourself....which is easier said than done.<br /><br />re comment...sending love right back to you.<br />xoxodebra@dustjackethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02397055465607649038noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-40862996690282849512010-03-29T08:29:55.420-07:002010-03-29T08:29:55.420-07:00Ah, my sweets...came over to tell you to email me ...Ah, my sweets...came over to tell you to email me direct as I do know how to do your link! I figured it out last week. nostalgia_gal@comcast.net as your email to me is a no reply, just the blog address.<br /><br />We have much more in common with your story, I think I told you I ran away from home at 17. <br />Hugs,<br />cindykaynostalgia*galhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03062471437154864322noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-56888610255600113442010-03-28T10:16:49.820-07:002010-03-28T10:16:49.820-07:00I'm so happy you are continuing your story. H...I'm so happy you are continuing your story. Had you ever written this down before? Though I have such a different story than yours, it sure brings me back to those days of vulnerability. Thank you for continuing to share. Hugs, PennyPK Studioshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06117425254544671376noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-84877886810401343892010-03-28T09:34:36.251-07:002010-03-28T09:34:36.251-07:00Cynthia, you remind me of "Girl Writing a Let...Cynthia, you remind me of "Girl Writing a Letter" - <br />http://home.coa.edu/COMMUNITY/FacultyPages/CarpenterB/index.htmlMisehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01784548726623938608noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-20754382616972400512010-03-28T08:12:47.417-07:002010-03-28T08:12:47.417-07:00First we think we cant help them anymore to later ...First we think we cant help them anymore to later figuring we never could help them aynway. Escaping I did, in my mind. Between the synapses you could find a frightened child. Breaking the connection between left and right brain, still struggling to improve that coordination. Hiding in my mind, anything else never crossed my paralyzed body. I am in corner. The hrt and pain is hard to handle.Paulahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07241317042459836045noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-48804238383282942612010-03-27T15:16:43.358-07:002010-03-27T15:16:43.358-07:00So many of us wanted to escape back then,at a youn...So many of us wanted to escape back then,at a young age, and I think it is both amusing and fascinating that now it is quite hard to boot offspring out of the nest. At the risk of generalizing, in my experience this generation seems to quite like us, our music and our humour. My husband and I can really relate to your statement "I finally realized that the problems in my home were not my problem but my parents problem".Our children, as they look back on our histories of that era, often say "I don't know how you could stand it", and so often we couldn't, and voted with our feet.I am enjoying your posts and can't wait to read more.xAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-1497880753449655732010-03-27T14:33:04.650-07:002010-03-27T14:33:04.650-07:00The start of this installment is truely scary and ...The start of this installment is truely scary and atmospheric. But by the end I'm with you wanting to make your escape and become yourself, however that was back then.<br />Our life journeys are so well hidden as we get older. No-one knows what we went through to get to be who we are now. It is a priviledge to be part of your now.<br />Thank you<br />xxFire Byrdhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05477692359400671374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-18646734488632128522010-03-27T14:23:18.838-07:002010-03-27T14:23:18.838-07:00Oh Cynthia, breaks my heart. I was very blessed w...Oh Cynthia, breaks my heart. I was very blessed with both a loving home to grow up in and a loving home to raise my daughter. You are making me count my many blessing today and I can only read this without crying because of how wonderful it seems to have all worked out. I'm looking forward to learning more about your journey. Thanks for sharing. I'm sure it takes a lot to share such a personal story.jeanette from everton terracehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02025486213973874174noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-78754192695812263982010-03-27T13:14:59.017-07:002010-03-27T13:14:59.017-07:00Waiting for the next installment of your journey i...Waiting for the next installment of your journey into a (hopefully) better life. Thank you for sharing. Many of us didn't have the "perfect" childhood. Your sharing helps us all to heal a bit more!Chrishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08563162014346232631noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-85859232970184393442010-03-27T12:36:03.404-07:002010-03-27T12:36:03.404-07:00You cannot grow up without leaving your parents ...You cannot grow up without leaving your parents home. I couldn't wait to leave either and I think it''ll be fantastic for my own daughter when she leaves too.Elaine Prunty https://www.blogger.com/profile/15989507617909740870noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-72037801772273140672010-03-27T09:51:31.801-07:002010-03-27T09:51:31.801-07:00Oh Cynthia...what a sad story. You poor girl...I c...Oh Cynthia...what a sad story. You poor girl...I can't even imagine living in a home like that. My parents split and I went to live with my Dad and his parents but only a couple of times do I ever remember any arguing or raised voices. I feel so sorry for you I want to give you a big old HUG!!!!! Well you must have found out who you are and found your place in the world and discovered that you were worth saving because look at you now. You play the Ukelele...make jewelry and live in a beautiful home in Califorinia with a wonderful English artist husband!!! What more could you ask for huh!!! Ok maybe a couple of chickens for the garden. Anyway my friend I can't wait to read 'the rest of the story'. I hope you have a wonderful day....MauraXXMaura @ Kisiwa Creek Photographyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10992187526413563417noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6345733717385036769.post-72424930045897891722010-03-27T08:26:50.904-07:002010-03-27T08:26:50.904-07:00I think I missed the first post of this story...so...I think I missed the first post of this story...so off to find it and read ..not sure if this is fiction or non-fiction but you are an amazing writer my friend.<br />Thank you for your sweet comment you left on my blog...I sooooooo adore coming and visiting you....off to find that post. xoxoxokoraleehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06871934650817154453noreply@blogger.com